I love you, I love you, I love you. But why is it that I love you? Because you are you, and you are not him or her.
I love you because u love me, and love me for who I am.
So why do I love you?
Because you are you, not her, not him, not me.
You are that unique and beautiful snowflake. The lily that bloomed first and was the most beautiful of them all.
The one lily that was not like the rest. It was the better lily, the stronger lily, the gorgeous lily.
The lily that I picked, the ONLY one I picked. And I picked it because that lily was you. And I picked it...because I love u.

This ones for you baby....

I told you i loved you, you smiled and kissed me,
You reached for my soul and held it so no one but u could have it,
I was content

I held you close and told you not to worry, I'm here
You cried on my shoulder, tears poured, I wiped your face
You smiled and kissed me

The demons grabbed you, threw you to the ground
You screamed for my help, I dropped a boquet of roses to run to you
I fought them off

You smiled and kissed me...

Well i haven't said much in awhile...thought i'd just quickly update this for now...Victoria Day passed it was great...I went bowling with Eden and my cousin :p...I started reading now...Angela's Ashes great book halirious...but depressing...So far i'd recommend it to anyone...anyways...

i'm out...easy..........

So today...signed out of school. Went to Eden's school went to Fairview with Eden, Caitlin and Emily...looked around, I don't think anyone bought anything...They left so me and Eden walked around the mall some. I needed a new earing so thats what I went for...but I didn't exactly buy it ;) oops...anyways thats that...

i'm out...easy..........

Yesterday I met up with my baby...and she decided randomly to buy me the used cd...well it wasn't so random i said awhile ago i wanted it...but she bought it for me...apparently because it was her party or something on sunday? :p I'm joking baby...but yeah...Her birthday party finally happened...it was on Sunday it was fun, I'm pretty sure Eden liked it...i did. I was security...ohhhhhhhh yeah...anyways...

i'm out...easy..........

I woke up this morning, he called

Well after 16 years of wanted too...2day i finally got up took my ID with me and got my ear peirced...parents cant do nothing, cuz i'm 16 so its all good...I don't know why they're so strick about stuff like that anyways...well its all good...gotta wait abit tho...got my cartlidge peirced and my lobe...the lobe looks wierd cuz its a ball stud...i wanna get a diamond for that and a bigger stud for my cartlidge...whatever...its all good...

i'm out...easy..........

I've been come exrtemely annoyed with Liberal and Socialist acts that our Catholic (which are supposed to be Conservative) Schools are showing today...When I was in grade 8, we were selling chocolate's like most schools do for fund raisers. Well this one kid had his box stolen out of the classroom, so we come to school the next day and the teacher tells us this. So he turns to the class and asks who did it, no one says anything. So the teacher says to the class, everyone has to pay $1.78 for this box of chocolates. I'm thinking to myself, how the hell can he do that!? I didn't loose the chocolates and I didn't steal them why am i suffering. So I asked him, and he said since we can't find out who the theif is everyone must pay...no i dissagreed. So after tons of arguing, school board calls and this teacher getting fired it was done with.

Well now, 2 years later I hear of the samething happening. A kid brought $80 to school and someone stole it, instead of the kid learning his lesson not to bring that much money to school again, the whole class had to pay $3 and they weren't allowed civies day! Socialist or what? The whole class must pay for someone else's mistakes...and the theif gets away with the $80. When a bank is robbed, do I have to pay a portion for all the money that has been taken? People have stole my cd players, minidisc player etc out of my bag at school was I given back the money to buy a new one? No...although this didnt happen to me and it wasnt my class I am still disgusted by the acts of a Catholic teacher...well whatever...thats my rant...

i'm out...easy..........

Yes, tis true...I am one damn, not romantic moron...I did a very bad thing...I'm working on mine and Eden's 6th Month Anniversary and can't get the day off :o...She was a bit upset but I'm gonna make it up to her on friday and saturday...I couldn't get the Sunday off (May 02, the day of our anniversary) because tons of guys are on vacation to Greece so I'm stuck there...urgh! But I hope Eden still has fun on friday and saturday...


BABY I LOVE YOU!

anyways i'm off to actually try and learn something in class...

i'm out...easy..........